I keep meaning to post & then get distracted and busy and then forget; but finally I've remembered. :) yeah for me! I know it's not alzheimers but just stress and work and trying to fit 30+ hours into one day but I swear some days I feel like I'm 90 and senile and almost wish I were just so I would have no choice but to go slow. Ah well, I'll get there one day.
I've started on my very long journey towards having a garden, hopefully I'll get pictures up soon to log my progress. It's slow going but I'm loving it, digging in the dirt, unearthing squigly worms and old bricks. With luck & some extra cash I'll be able to even get flowers before the season is gone!
I've been reading up on Tarot a bit more too, mostly right before bed or if I can grab 10 minutes on the weekend to try a reading while my mind is clear. I've moved from yes/no quiries to 3 card spreads (past/present/future) and have learned that I'm only good for 1 question every few days or else I get all muddled and my questions get mixed up in the cards. My last clear reading was Sunday afternoon. It was about finding love again and my spread was 3 of Pentacles(inv.)/ Hanged Man(inv.)/ Lovers. It's definitely given me some insight; I have held myself back in the past, I am now at a crossroads but standing still and suffering from tunnelvision, depression and a slight martyr complex. For the future( the Lovers) I guess we'll see. It may just be inspiration or friendship coming my way or perhaps finally a man who is my equal and worthy of my love. At least for the present I can work on myself and maybe pull myself out of the turtle shell i've been hiding in.
